Today I got message from my sister in Helsinki, Finland and she had collected my Visa from Chinese Embassy in Helsinki. Well ... it seems that I REALLY will be going 30th august.
I have been quite nervous about leaving to China during last couple of days but today after I had been shopping some travelling stuff and got home I felt somehow more calm. I wonder if shopping had something to do with it or that I was just tired or something else. Anyway I hope that this new sensation of calm will last :-)